The next step....

To all those ppl that i let down with my lack of posts a big sorry to u guys, things have been busy and i have forgot about why i wanted to post on this blog.

Not to be used as just ONLY a whiney venting or **** [kae insert ure special emo word here because i forgot] >_< but also for an update for things in my life and things i may consider funny.

For those of you that don't know, i might be going to Japan to work for a year in the ski Fields of Hirafu, Hokkaido. I received a rather confusing mail from one of the ski resorts staff today saying along the lines of, " You have not been contacted by phone interview, therefore you are not accepted " followed by the following email of, " Woops sorry my bad, please ignore the last email as it was not meant for you ". WTF? hohohohoh

but nyway, dunno if its a good sign or bad, but i'm going to be quite the dilemma if i do get accepted and have to cross the bridge of living my 'almost' dream now, or rejecting it for the more 'conformist' view. For a long time the nonconformist has been screaming to get out, whether he can break his bonds this time we'll have to see once we cross that destiny changing bridge.

That is all for now my friends and fans, thanks for all your support during my tough times of late, and thanks for the check up calls and posts. Ure all much appreciated. With friends like you guys it gives me hope that there is kindness in this woeful world :)

Peace out! \/ O_o

-BC