Monday, February 06, 2006

Gong xi fa coi and all the rest, new year of an immature Peter Pan

Hey guys!

Sorry long time no post, my camera's busted so haven't had the motivation to post about my mundane life w/o any photographic backing...

Hmmm what can i say, life is back to normal, after a very deep an intense relationship, i've finally let go, and its back to harsh reality of humanity and the cycle we call 'the rat race'

I have a strange sense of satisfaction and relief letting this one go, a big burden has been eased off my shoulders... sure now the loneliness sets in, but it has always been a familiar friend to me, so hopefully it won't take me long to get reaqquainted ;)

Enrolled in a surfing class tonight, was really bored, tho i shouldn't call them up 9.30pm in the night... none the less not a very happy organizer, but wtf, i pay for my service, and i expect it god damn it!! hahahah

Contemplating what to do with my life now, seems like i have no destination, no stops ploughing straight ahead to old age. So i've decided come the end of this year, i do believe its time for a 'Coming of age adventure' though i have come of age, and i have been on many adventures, nows the time to just cut all thats holding me back and break free i believe have a go at a dream, forget about the mundanity (spelling?) of life, and just kick ass! Woot woot....

We'll see how it goes, i might be just talking out of my ass, a poor attempt at rebelling at the establishment, a outlet of steam against my depression i am suffering now.

Who knows, lets hope for more cheerier posts to come, and wait till i get a bloody new camera/phone! SE's W810i!!

Damn... surfing lessons don't help the monetary cause... *ack* >_< ta ta peepz!