Have yourself a merry merry Christmas

Well here i am bloggin the night before christmas.... i must be one sad sad bugger, but i guess i am.

Feelin pretty mellow today, Christmas eve and i'm bumming around at home, all my cousins have gone out to play, while i've decided to sit back an chill this festive eve.

Reason being? relationship issues starting to rearise, and its really taking its toll... Christmas is the worse time of the year for single people and in my case, 'no status' people. Tonight is the time of joyous celebration, love and family, but even though i'm with my cousins my family is so far away, and in terms of love, its tainted and in terms of celebration, well u know that situation...

Its nights like these that make me philosophize, and i philosophize about many things... tonights topic concerning love and break ups. (woo hoo what else is new? lol). I philosophize about the conceptual nature of love, what is it? Is it a chain of chemical reactions, or is there a higher meaning?

I mean with lust its pretty easy, its chemical/animal pheramones reacting like a horny rabbit or a dog in heat, so its the effort of chemicals between two foreign bodies reacting with one another.

With love is there some different level of feeling that your supposed to feel? I mean i thought i felt this feeling, but then comes another dilemma, what if the other person does NOT connect in that level? what are you going to do then? then there comes the issue of unrequited love, love unrequited is the worse of all. Where you love each other, but yet you aren't meant to be... its like your fighting against fate, but u can't exactly win. So what do you do?

I'm glad that i go by the motto, 'Ride by the wave, see where it carries you' i use the ocean as the greatest metaphor, because no matter what, in life you should always just try to stay afloat, life will always direct you somewhere, be it good or bad, it also can depend on you. Like the ocean and surfing, you can direct the direction you are going, but it requires strength, endurance and will power. If you are lucky and strong enough you will get wherever you want to go, at the same time, you might get there by accident, anything goes.

But sometimes, if u try too hard to paddle against a current, you will get sent back to where you begun, though you will understand not to paddle that way, unless you are willing to go that far against the current.

Right now i feel like i'm paddling against that strong current getting knocked down all the time, fighting for that unrequitable love and i think i'm getting tired...

Anyway, don't want to bring anyone down the oh 'so supposed to be cheerful season', I hope EVERYONE! even the ppl i dislike, have a great and happy holidays! Lets pray for many years of peace and love to come!

Have a nice day n Merry Christmas Everyone! ^__-

-BC

OOohhhh la la! look what i've stumbled across!

some anonymous person sent me this hey, signed her name L. hahahah jkjk

Omg let the blog wars begin... FFF your such a cow sometimes ^__- yes we can still see up your nose...

Okay today was gunna blog about my day, but after checking out FFF (Frikin fretarded Fels) Blog i'm thoroughly amped to exact my revenge... though i don't know how... but somehow i will mUAhahAHH...

Yeah for those who didn't know, FFF posted a rather crappily edited photo that is 'supposed' to be me... Somehow i think Fel managed to employ some 'less than good looking' stunt double to do a stupid pose, check it out at

http://www.fel-flossy.blogspot.com/

but after much research i found that she just simply found some poster of a guy she really liked and just chucked his head in ms paint, pretending it was me and making fun of me;

the imposter... notice Fel kissing the less than good looking version of me >_<

So there you have it, to all my fans don't be dismayed, the photo on her blog is a sham, all made up, never have i been that uncool! Lol (*disclaimer* this last sentence was all bs, i make fun of myself all the time).

P.s to Fel, not a great comeback in that theres some SUPER daggy photos of *someone* in her pink pajamas parading around like Jasmine from Aladdin hahhahaha u get a 6.5/10 for effort. ^____^ heheheh

ANyhooo back to a run down of my day, bball -> lots of rain -> Sleep -> Mega seafood meal with lots of beer -> Exacting reven.... i mean bloggin.... hehehe

Nyway ttyl peepz! Have a great day everyone and *especially* to ma beautiful cuz, Jo Jo HAPPY B'day GAL! u funky weirdo! good ol 22 years old an heaps more to come girl! Peace!!! ^___^\/

My Beautiful non nipple sucking cousin....

What is a Dagosapien you may ask? here is your answer...

Introducing the all new dagosapien v2, does not come with much sense or spelling ability...

Long time no blog man, wass been up blawwwg? *right my rhymes have just hit an all time low...*

Hmmm today i decided to restart my blog after a spur of the moment 'reinfluence' from reading other ppls blogs.

One thing i noticed about other ppls blogs that was different from was that;

*They're more funny
*They're laid out better
*They have more pictures and are cooler
*They have all these bits and bobs that i don't
*They generally are more interesting, witty and more intelligent than mine
*Also they have smaller posts...

Sooo... in an effort to improve my blog 'appeal' i've decided to improve my blog by following other pplz blogs by following *ONE* of those points. Ie the last one, the smaller posts.

You may think i'm being slack, well err...... i'm not.... so.... like... 'don't rain on my parade'

but yeah bar from this post, my future posts will be more concise *hopefully* (but knowing my lack of concising ability and general crap that i like to spur on about, i don't know how long this will last...) ^_-

but yeah, incase you are wondering why i haven't blogged these last months here are my excu....i mean reasons:

- CA (a terrible disease that makes u want to study while working like a biaatch for peanuts, disease kicks your ass for two years, assuming u pass all the units or *phases* of the disease)
- Relationship problems (another terrible disease, current cure unknown)
- Overseas condition (been travelling, though know foreign diseases or STDs have been contracted, as of yet..... O_o)
- Finally, my 5 year old crappy 2 megapixel camera 'konked' it aussie slang for; Died, crapped on me, shited up, kacked it or generally incapacitated...

Soo i won't be having much photos to upload as yet; but here is a cute one of my adorable cousins and me....

aww aren't we cutte???










Couldn't find a pict of my 3rd cousin but yah this is a group mug shot other cousin is next to me... if u don't know who i am, you can go F*&k off....



Anyhooo thats my blog for today, i'm so full and sleepy atm... been eatin non stop since i got back... tmr hopefully a bball game will shab some of that flab.... ps i don't think 'shab' is a word... ahh wells. >_<

Kind Regards,

The manager